forgotten..hehe

0o i forgot to tell u guys that i finally cut my hair

a layered one

and like valerie said..her hair turned slightly curly and that's exactly what happened to moi hair

truth to be told...i kinda like it...==

but if i am having the "fat days' then its best not to look into the mirror

gonna post more pics soon...until i get cheah's stamp of approval

I love him so much

its been 1 year and 3months liao nerh....so happy

now he started to pei me more in sdo liao....^^

i miss him so much, wan see him, keep think abt him, wan kiss him, wan hug him 2!!!

he's like 3 hours away...in his hometown....

1 more month to go...damn can the holidays go faster

this may sound crazy but i'm actually excited to go to the school, pick up all those form 2 books ..go home and wrap them in protective plastic...

now that i think abt it..i think that i have to do a spring clean...or em....winter clean in my room

alot of rubbish, scraps of paper, JR 6 AND 5 BOOKS ==, and used up gel pens and staionary

anyways i miss him like ..... ________ i wish that i can hug him when i sleep, wake up to see him asleep by my side....except that it will never happen...

gtg now ciao!!

few things to do before i turn 20

go skydiving while listening to my ipod and take a picture!!!

get into dangerous alcohol intake and then check into a rehab center or maybe drunkie anonymous

lose my virginity.....maybe ....i make no promises abt this one

changed blogskins agn

hmmm if i wear this out...it will be very interesting ^

ok i keep changing it....i make no promises abt this one XD

so i'm not gonne type the whole renovation thingy

it'll just make my blog icky and completely boring

anyways this blog is adi boring liao..so y bother trying

Anyways my mum just bought me mask? from watsons?

does my skin look that bad...ok cut off from the body parts and just focus on the face

used the mask yesterday and......== its em...very stiff?

quite relaxing when u wash it off though ^^

painted my nails red and it keeps chipping off

the hickey he gave me faded now...i miss him

at least we still keep in touch through XXX

i had a couple of sweet dreams abt....i don't want to tell u

ciao because i have ntg else better to write now

baby i love u

when i love u i really mean it

so woke up around XX:XX pm....hehe then eat clear bihun for lunch

hz so boring then i on9....chatted with baby and he call me play sdo with him

him and his bro so pro...i K.O K.O

haha...then out of a sudden especially this month..my mum let me go out with fren liao

does that mean more time with lao gong...?

AND OH SHIT tomorrow is daddy birthday and i completely forgotten TT

gonna go and make a homemade card...haha

to dear:

sry bout the "angry" post...i was just how do u say bonkers...

THIS BLOG IS UNDER RENOVATION~AGN

WILL UPDATE SOON

aint this just so damn cute!!!

anyways feeling like changing this shitty blogskins....i mean dibs to the guys who formatted the pics
but booo to the person who "formatted the codes"

its so damn messed up

anyways this is really funny cause i..the naive one and blur one thought that "new moon" would come out next year....

thx salt for informing that new moon is already out in ur latest post

lol, i think that me and sin and cheah "the three amigos from malaysia" will be going to the movies next week...

i dunno what movie they are planning to watch

i think its new moon or Independence day?

so messed up now

so yearning to buy some nail polishes now

i want to get them in green, acid pink and metallic purple

so gtg go now bb

how could u be so heartless

u expect me to cry everytime

when i m there to forgive u..u were sleeping

i must be there all the time so that ur love wouldn't fly somewhere else

have u ever noticed that i was never fine

have u noticed that whenever i was alone, my face pulled longer and my head was down

u never came

u never called or text when u said u would

i was a fool..still am waiting by the phone

when was the last time that u said i love u

on our last day of the year, u were eager to get away

i wasn't crying but my heart was bleeding

do u know how it feels...when u walk in a mall, sees couples holding hands and laughing and whispering n then u realize that ur love is a million miles away

u made promises..have u forgotten them

when i can finally talk to u..u cut me off with a simple bb

saying that u gotta go....then u made me feel as if as if.....

my friends say that i should dump u

i don't blame them at all

how could u be so heartless...

have u noticed that all through these 13 months..i never looked at another guy?

i was left to cry there waiting outside there...

Blog finally fixed

now don't get me wrong i love this skin but...

at first it didn't have any archives...the links were all wrong and it was so dull

so i made some changes

it took me like 4hours to get the whole codes staright


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now i'm gonna talk abt my trip to the mines

so my mum let me cancel my piano class which was grade since i definitely didn't want to start out the day playing classical pieces

turns out mines is very near my house ..only took abt 15 min to reach there

met up with pei yee, yoke kwan and jia er at mc donalds

then i bought a hair band cause my hair was a mess

waited for yoke kwan to buy hats

then we bought a smoothie and chatted for 30 minutes...

then suddenely we heard someone screaming then we turn around and saw crystal waving her arms madly infront of us...running towards us

she dress untill....emmm....very colourful

then she say ' OK LA wo tai lan dou pei yi fu la' then we all laugh

then they bought a clutch or bag for pei yee's b'day....hz me and jia er dunno wan gib her what

then play in the arcade..me and pei yee race car and then play the drum rythm thiinggy

play untill hand very pain

then finally we watch 2012..dunno who adi pay the tickets...saw celvin and dunno who...==

then zi jing finally joined us

the movie was very nice...reccomended to watch it..better than my all time favourite movie..
'the day after tomorrow'

anyways i went home early around five while they go eat dinner

god sometimes i hate the holidays...

the end

BLOG IS IN RENOVATION

APOLOGISE FOR ANY DIFICULTIES CAUSED

WILL UPDATE SOON

updates

This Sunday is PY's b'day

so we are gonna go to the mines and watch 2012!!!

lols...my tuition teacher told me that on of the russian pilots in that movie is called sasha..!!!

haha...anyways as usual my mum would be ' hanging or shopping around mines'

God! why can't she just leave me alone...let me ride a cab or a bus....hey maybe i should just walk home

now i wish that i can drive...but i'd hate having that responsibility

anyways now i'm freakin out on what to give PY on her birthday?

misss euuuuuuu!!!!!!!

guess what i made it from?

i made it from nail polish and an old barbie shoe who lost its twin

Hz baby i really really miss you

The days seemed longer now that u're like a million miles away from me

The first hing that i think abt when i wake up is cleanse

then as i stare at my mousse reflection i think of you

and check for that hickey on my left cheek...its fading now...

i still enjoy school but u will roll around my thoughts every now n then

I thought of that stupid collage i made for you

i know this sounds all negative but hz...maybe i just don't belong in that world

i'm losing all my skills on art now

which is a terrible thing to lose...let alone be it a gift

it's a waste...wasted on me

i started to hate art....drag myself heavily slowly as everyone trudged into the room

my eyes rolls every now n then ....

i feel terrible now...like i m so not myself anymore....

anyways...i keep wondering what are u doing now

do u miss me?

met any girls?

had fun?

Baby i love u...oso got miss u narhhh

talking abt the whole my football match

As we all know , unless u guys really don't know

our malaysia football team were competing in some nationals in the local stadium

well it was a saturday and the roads were damn jammed because of....(refer to the pics)

yes fans....probably malays....== we chinese are so not loyal..=p

me and my family were pimped out in my dad's car

my mum putting on her makeup, me reading a book and my dad drumming his fingers impatiently on the steering wheel

an hour passed and then another hour passed and soon it was abt time my dad blows his top and starts to use one of us as a punching bag

talk abt expressing emotions...lawls...

then we finally decided to go home cause it might even take forever to go home...

lawls these guys actually poke their heads out for me to shoot after they saw me taking out my camera...whee....

decked out in red or yellow fan polo shirts

he stared as if i was crazy haha

awesome...a jeep...cool but the driver was scary ==

SUV .....



p.s did u guys notice that it was raining? *smirks*


BTW i saw a bus with a giant banner that says something..probably something encouraging

kids poking out their heads out of the window and screaming as their bus speeds off...

too bad i couldn't catch the scene with my phone

gtg now...brb

moody or just a case of PMS

actually it wouldn't be a case of PMS at all

i don't know why cause every time that i say okay i'm fine

Why does it always goes back to u liar u are so not fine

that goes in on and off at the back of my head

so now's this bitch in the windshield of my life who incidentally happens to bug me

mosquito repellent anyone or ANTI-BUG? lawls...

so 2day i skipped school like i said in the other post

bored

ntg to say liao....b

"No
'Happily Never After'
That just ain't for me.
Because finally,
I know
I deserve better, after all
I'll never let another teardrop fall."

As she drove away she starts to smile, (yeah)
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

terrible day

i am officially a klutz

=]

haha 2day so slippery in the field well since it rained forever!!!

i tripped twice on the field while playing football and my shirt and shorts were dead soaked

talk abt epic

and dirty

and smelly

Anyways...i went kaki ayam in my class for a while then put my socks back on after

the ERT teacher called me to go to the bilik jahitan and sew my project

its just some simple cloth that u have to iron and sew two straight lines over it

plain n simple

then tomorrow i comfirm no come school

well since my leg is painful and i am way to tired

Plus! our school's hosting some stupid sporting activities and

WE ALL KNOW THAT IT WILL BE LAME

so so hoping that my internet system would stay as fast as tonight

my computer really sot sot liao

not to mention that i can't lvl up in sdo because...... I CAN'T PASS THE CHALLENGE!

the challenge that wants me to buy one more item

oh...and lucky me i have no more cash

so now i am stuck eating mexican bun shivering under my jacket in my room

so gotta go now...bb =]

Feeling rubbish

feeling like such a freak

feeling useless

cause according to you i'm useless right

so hoppy hop here i go..may someone pls donate me a plastic cup..u can see me at 5th avenue gawping infront of a chanel store

anyways i got a new modem...well my first modem right now on the right side of my desk

or so i think it is....damn to think of it that i don't even officially own a modem right now

anyways my mum installed a anti virus program into my computer called 'Malewarebytes something'

turns out some normal anti virus programs cant really detect alot of virus

so guess how many viruses are in my computer?

....1449 objects infected..haha

so many...my dad was like what u download 0o

anyways i picked up a few things from carings yesterday

nivea body lotion ( i love this)
silky girl lash prism
some nail buffer/polish/shaper/smooth thingy
nail polish remover
nail poilis ' berry vampish' so digging this colour

though i couldn't help thinking that it looks like blood..just a lil

and dear is in kuantan now so....hz so missing him

and currently chatting with him too

anyways he also gave me a hickey be4 he left...it faded alil now but i so dont want it to

and so the haircut never happened...hz...its always something...too late..busy...she's not open on sundays.....

and my fringe is growing out...hello.911 H.E.L.P

and also noticing that i'm wasting money on lotsa junk

then agn tomorrow..next week will be the last days of school till 2010

i still cant believe that its gonna be 2010 next year seemed more like the days are closing...the clouds are going darker and the world is gonna fall apart in a blink of an eye

so i m gonna enjoy next week like there's no tomorow...way to keep a healthy mind

then agn talking abt body image

i still remember numerous times including a few minutes ago...me ...brain smashing myself...like

ur thighs are to big. u r nose is to big, ur hair's a rowdy mess

but u know when's the last time that we REALLY said thank you for all the features and personalities that makes it U...maybe 30 min ago...2 days a month?

so girls especially girls get an eyeliner pencil or whatever ..go to ur mirror and write all the boo boos of ur pyshique and then rub it all off with a tissue....feels good doesn't it

then start writing some nice comments u recieved..ur best features...personality

and don't rub it off

just keep it there

and the list will go on and on

ur self esteem might go higher if u just take a good look in the miror
just dont get big headed

hahs..now i really have to go...bye!



say yes to body peace !!!

tagged agn by cheah

80 Things you didn't know about me until you read this:

1. What is the color of your toothbrush?
green...

2. Name one person that made you smile today
my parents...

3. What were you doing at 8AM?
i was having nightmares...

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago?
watching my dad fix my internet problems ( he's great with computers )

5. What's you favourite candy?
choc-ca-lert

7. What's the last thing you said out loud?
whispering the answer for no.5

8. What is the best ice cream flavor?
oreo flavoured

9. What was the last thing you had to drink?
orange juice

10. What is the longest time you have gone without sleeping?
it was the day i started drinking coffee...i was 12 and i gone off with 3days without any sleep...by just a lil sip..talk abt hyper active

11. Have you ever made a promise you'd die to keep?
a mil...i don't regret them though....

13. The last sporting event you watched?
the boxing match on MAX... my dad watches themm...ugh

14.What is your favorite flavor of popcorn?
there's a flavor to popcorn...oh..i know ....corn and butter...

15. Who is the person who last sent you a message on facebook?
i don't on9 on facebook much

16. Ever go camping?
did it twice would love to do it agn

17. Do you take vitamins daily?
noooo....i forget to take them and my mum goes *&^%$#@

18. Do you go to church every Sunday?
i'm evil....

21do u drink soda witha straw?
yesh

22. What did you last text message say?
dpt rm3 extra jika kamu tambah rm60....-hotlink

24. Where is you dad?
downstairs in his office doing god knowes what

25. Look to your left, what do you see?
The good charlotte poster i thumbtacked 2years ago

26. What is the color of your watch?
its pink and have snow white on it,,,, i don't wear watches

28. What did you do yesterday?
went out shopping..eat...lazed around and watched my parents go mental

29. Do you go in at a fast food place or hit the drive thru?
depends whether my mum is in the mood for cooking

30. What is your favourite number?
none at all

31. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
my mum

32. Any plans tomorrow?
play and enjoy PE for the last time...well untill january comes around

34. Biggest annoyance in your life right now?
living and non-living=alot

35. Last song you listened to?
Dead and gone by T.I and justin

36. Can you say the alphabet backwards?
waste of time..plus i'm too lazy to drink from the tumbler downstairs

38. Favourite pair of shoes you wear all the time?
ntg at all...enjoy what ur mama gave ya....flesh....

39. Are you jealous of anyone?
maybe

40. Is anyone jealous of you?
a few...and the are on my kill list

41. do u love anyone?
yes but i keep wondering if he loves me back

43. What do you usually do during the day?
watch tv n computerize the internet system....FUCK U STYRMEAX ...welcome some new thing

44. Do you hate anyone you know right now?
alot

45. Do you use the word 'hello' daily?
yeah

46. Meaning of life?
something u should hate and love but enjoy and loathe it at the same time...we live for decades only.

47. Do you like cats?
no

48. Have you ever been to Six Flags?
no

49. How did you get your worst scar?
dunno...there's alot on me

50. Last big talk?
oh u mean EVERY NIGHT by my parents

51. Last CD played?
rihanna's

52. Last bubble bath?
i was ten

54. Last meal?
8pm... n wad do u mean last meal...U WANT ME TO DIE! *gasp in obvious pretendance*

55. Have you ever dated someone twice??
define twice

56. Gone on a date?
yep

57. Have you ever fallen in love?
yeh

58. Have you ever lost someone?
yes

59. Have you ever slept until 1 PM?
i slept untill 1:05..haha

60. Have you met a famous person?
don't want to...they're stuck up bitches and just a way to get ur spinal cord broken by crazed fans

61. Do you have at least 2 people you can tell pretty much anything to?
Yeah ...

62. List three favourite colors/shades:
berry vampish (my current nail polish colour) refreshing white and navy blue

63. Laughed until you cried?
Yeah

64. Went behind you parents' back?
yep

66. Opinion on gay marriage?
i start to wonder abt humanity...hello r u guys gonna contribute to the human chain or not?

67. Lowering the drinking age?
NEVER

69. Who are the best huggers that you know?
Mellie (XP)

70. Do you believe in love at first sight?
sometimes

71. Is there something you want to tell someone?
yes but i dun have the nerve to...

73. Would you kiss any of your Facebook friends?
yes

74. How many kids do you want to have?
2...a girl a boy...there equal..only a 50/50 chance

75. Do you want to change your name?
sometimes

76. Last time you saw your father?
1 hour ago

77. What time did you wake up today?
10:30 am

78. How old are you?
13 years

79. What were you doing at midnight last night?
Listening to music while falling asleep ...

80. What is your favourite thing in your room?
my computer, wii,phone,booster since birth n some things....

I (don't tag anyone) tag:

tagged by cheah

f you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of crap.
Tag 10 of your friends and find out whether or not they suffer paranoia.

I fear...

[ ] black people (racist much?)
[ ] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces ( raise ur hand if u wanna duct tape me and throw me into a dark room)
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders ( i kept them as pets and killed one of them out of three spiders ) not a proud moment
[ ] flowers or other plants

total so far:2

[ ] being touched (then what is stimuli for?)
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[x] frogs/toads (they're so icky)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[x] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom (she tried to break us up...)
[ ] rats (hello! i am one of them....well by date of birth )
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

total so far:6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed/mugged (it would be a radical psychotic experience)
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns ( I like to pint out the plastic smile and bad eye makeup)
[ ] dolls ( chucky anyone? *smirks at c n s* )
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[x] having great responsibilities ( yeah i suck in being incharge )
[ ] doctors
[ ] tornadoes

total so far:8

[ ] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks ( they remind me of my dad)...gulps...
[ ] Friday the 13th ( er hmmm....i was born on the 13th...)
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school (that'll be so weird if i was scared of school...hey let's waste money on homeschooling!)
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up, old

total so far:12

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals ( actually my parents would mind alot)
[ ] needles
[ ] blood ( i see blood on my arms everyday)

total:14

if i'm not normal then y am i not in a hospital suffering from memory lapse and mental disability


I tag:
oh bother...let someone else do the job

i miss you

there's a well known barrier between us, ppl trying to break us up...but we're still growing strong
and i know that i don't like u ........i love u.............

The things i love abt u

ur smile

ur laugh

the way u hypnotize me

the way u annoy me

the way u hug me

the way ur legs turns towards me like i'm the most important thing in the room

the way my nose fits perfectly into ur neck

the way u kiss me till i'm breathless

the way u make everything better just by tickling me

ur spiky head

how me and you knows how to define each other's character untill we started laughing hysterically

fingers closed, pinky swears and the ocassional stare that mouths I love you.......

leisure more

so eventually i went

it was ok

not estatic, not amazing

just ok

first me and cheah ate in wong kok... well i did...cheah just accompanied me

she drank coke n lemon and i eat nissin noodle and drink milo ais

i paid the bill TT

no la...ok onli rm14.90

then we went to restroom and she kept jumping from whether want go cut hair anot...==

then eventually she never go

then we played in fireworks

then called the guys to come

from the cc and then i compete with them in the basketball thing

cheah won me in car racing

i won her in air hockey and the basketball thingy

then after that me and cheah go popular..she read ' romans?' and i go shopping

ntg buy so sien

i only buy a wallet and a few things from watsons

2mollow i take pic and let u guys see

so these are the ppl who came : me, cheah, shin yew, frankie, wing hong and ming lok

then we all go home

hz...friends so busy

2mollow i actually go leisure wan

but hz no mood wor

some more all my friends no go ...all boys onli

so sien lo like that

but my mum wan go fitness\


i want go: i need buy thing and go fireworks and da game

i don't want go: all boy onli and see my mum gay ppl

hz

so problematic wan

body body shop

would u guys kill me if i said that i NEVER STEPPED MY GIANT FOOT INTO THE BODY SHOP?

even cheah, my bestie of three years, a tomboy has stepped into it and bought something

anyways i needed to buy i few things

the body shop lightening touch

the body shop body butter (my skin is flaking so much it looks like worms just went through my hands and legs)

n yeah i hv dry skin

fights/ play

haha...yesterday i sit with him

then he like so hyper, suddenly snatch my bottle

then i want take back don't let 0o

then this time he say need two hand to take want

so i so stupid really go take

but take untill liao but he go take my bag 0o...no snatch is the right word

aaahhh...so strong i cannot take back... take untill his bag oso cannot untill

then fight fight fight untill i give up liao

arrgghh stupid wai kiong help him don't help me

haha then he say he say he so good boy, bring two bag to school but i so bad no bring any bag

lols...then i angry put one of my leg up on his leg

then he started pulling it up... I WEARING SKIRT 0O

luckily he never pull my leg so up....or i will jo kwang

he laugh so hard...==

love u baby