-_-

currently: smsing with lao gong
listening to: wedding dress by big bang
eating: red bull and stale doughnut

u know what's good parenting? actually sitting down and listen to ur child

u know what's bad parenting? screaming, snapping, cursing, ur child. didn't give them a chance to explain. and every single word u spat out was vulgar. likes to lower his/ her self esteem and prefer to end ur lectures in disgrace

what's the outcome then?



i know what i did was wrong.

but after what u said for the past few days, years

i don't know whether to be guilty, sorry, angry, mad, sad, dissapointed, embarrassed

u know what i feel now? confused

i don't know whether i should cry. i stopped crying altogether last month

i need an addiction. i need an addiction...

i became more stubborn, ignorant and managed to master the art of hypocrite listening

i am aware of my attitude thank you very much

when i don't say anything during ur lectures, u think that i am being stubborn

when i do, u say that i am a disrespectful person

i know this line very well . how u like to end ur talks to me ' go die la'

i wont treat u guys bad when i'm older, when u guys start going old

i have the biggest respect for u guys. i don't worship u though

i won't abandon u guys when i get a good job and start having my own family

this isn't some epic asian drama. u guys think that i will abandon u guys when i'm older. fine have it ur way ( ur own thinking).

haihs....

pms is such a bitch

omg TT why internet so slow today!!!!!!!! =[

so found out that my IGCSE marks are 86 A ^^ happy abt it


and surprisingly the highest mark in my results ==

exams

stupid exams

love my class hates the stupid smartness that came with it

its like a damn package deal

so....

here's my results

eng: 83 A

bm: 62 C

maths: 78 A

sivik: 83 A

p moral: 82 A

geo: 61 C

sejarah: dunnooooo

kh: dunoooooo

sc: 76 A ( am am hou)

POL: 48/80..ho..ho..ho

art: 80 A

dan dan dan

haiz

no mood

ciao!

happy 200 post day

this my 200th post....lol

so might as well make this post meaningful eh.

dedicated to so many i forget XD

i've probably and mostly will ignore ur friend requests on fb

hey they were a bitch to me in junior

so y would i wan to be ur pal now

and i'm not talking about it as in virtually. HELL am i lucky eh. i landed in the same class with u.

seriously, some of the students in the class is for first impressions. like the face that should be in sr 2 joy.

fine, so u made my life horrible for the past 3 years until i landed myself a position in jr 3 joy

who knew i had to rejoin u again. i've never forgiven u. forget trusting u.u were never my friend so we don't have any history.

well, so i m pretty stupid to think u've changed. turns out u were still the same. u treated ur own friends like crap. and i can't believe she didn't give u a tight slap.

even how delightful it sounds, slapping u. its not my job. maybe it will be for someone else.

and there goes for facebook friends too. why stalk ur nemesis when u don't even wan her/him to be in ur life. any way of it. so i'll probably remove some of u guys from my list.

why waste time on fast relations.instead embark on an unfriend frenzy. friends who u would go to for help, friends u would consider hanging out with after 20 years. in the event these people actually notice you've severed them from your life. c'mon u have 467 other friends to break ur fall

u will survive =]

==

aihs....so fast then school wan start liao

havent told my mum about the C in geo

fuck the teacher. hate her

i get C fine. but u don't need to talk to me like i'm in D class.

exam? i scored fine. i just didn't do ur f****k project.

god....why must i be in some shit A class. so pressure. see all the ppl smart like hell

i should be in B class la..==

.....no mood see the sangari, fazilah, ruby.

why can't holiday be 3 weeks?

but got some good news.

at least can see lao gong ^^

and my bestie^^

awww.....fell in love with this.

and this is my noob second hand camera

random post

to do list

sin gave these two items to me. and i love em. thx ^^
this is my fav.....can't wait to write in it(if i go to italy that is)

maybe i should hav done this in the begining of the year.

well.....this kinda like to do list/ list/it's still a list.

I need to get a lighter>maybe i'll start a collection =]

and of course i will get some candles after getting the lighter. but it sucks u know. cause so many lighters that my dad bought were useless. they don't light very well after a certain amount of time. so hope for the best.

i think imma get addicted

and i kinda found out that matches are more dangerous than lighters.

cause......i think a few ppl will know this about me

especially those in my class.

so we were doing a science experiment.

u know chapter 2: nutrition and we need to do that stupid benedict solution or million's thingy

and we need to work the bunsen burner. of course my friends couldn't handle matches. so i insisted on doing it ==

and most ppl would flick the matches away from them...but me an idiot, flick the damn match towards me....like seriously towards me.

i didn't get burned....well...until shit ass shin yew just had to switch on the fan while i was working the burner.

and the fire blew sideways (still burning on the match) and f**ing licked my hand.....==

i didnt get burned...thank god -_-"

well that's the whole story....lame i know.

3.imma start listening to piano pieces online(pls....i'm not gonna buy a record of them) i'll just listen to them to get a good idea of how my new pieces (music) will sound like. i just heard ' one wings of song' on youtube. and i love it =]

4.my mum's gonna give me her old gucci glasses== i don't even wear sunglasses

5. i need to buy the second thirst book. eventhough cheah borrowed hers to me. and i'm currently reading it now, i must get it. i mean this book is really really awesome and its written by a guy. SCORE. maybe its just me who notices this but i find female horror authors writes stuff that are very common and full of whacked-out romance. and it sucks because i can guess what the main character will do next. but this guy(christopher pike) writes stuff u wouldn't expect.

so he is now my favourite author(sry enid blyton ><) 6.i need to get a new notebook 7.i have to start changing my loose changes into bills. shit. why? because they are well COINS. and u need to count them into groups of hundreds. Why? its not like u're gonna go around exhanging 1 ringgits right. that'll be pointless. FYI: the place to change ur coins into bills are the fish market/pasar malams(hopefully those with chinse/ hakka sellers in it) i bet u guys know y and why would they want coins? well, if u don't know this. they like coins . cause all their products(kuih, food...etc etc) are mostly in 50sens or 20 sens.........get it? and i'm whacked out now so byes..... ^^

pyramid

^^

cheah and sin just went back home

enjoyed the past two days we've been together=]

sisters for life !!!!


there he did it again

my lao gong

today feel so moody

but he made me happy in less then 10 mins

we were joking about us being sis and bro

then it got stupid == hehe

love him alot ^^

forever we will stay like a pyramid..=]

Happy birthday to myself =]

woke up...but tired la....==

watched tropic thunder in the morning ^^(its effing awesome and funny)

then met up with sin and cheah in lm

ate at subway>service sucks and food sucks

pei cheah buy her phone(W705)...god...why are so many ppl buying this phone ==

my mum, sin, lou po, van, vki, etc...etc

then went to popular...which was a must!!!


after that my mum made me go shopping in duet

u know the only boutique close to popular.

camwhored

gosh...finally my hair is longer and less bushy!!!!

0ooo...look...dark under eye circles

dunno why last night..i vomit ==

and dun hav alot of appetite


two sissys

went home after that

played wii, sdo, fb, hotel city, ..etc

bought these boots...love em

oso bought this from duet
probably the first time that i've bought a reference book in my life.

gotta study harder

sin camwhoring

she's borrowing some dress from me for her aunts wedding in october..0.0

he gave me this ^^....bear bear and his t-shirt

i remember that u gave me this on june 3

love it

finally happie birthday to myself =]

officially 14 now

see ya

love

a guy came up to me today...and asked me the definition of romance.

i thought he was gonna say love

well....

as sadly as this sounds

i'm not that into romance

nor understand the definition of romance

haih....

love love this song ^^

Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I’ve had you so many times but somehow I want more I don’t mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved Tap on my window knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get insecure It doesn’t matter anymore It’s not always rainbows and butterflies It’s compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door’s always open You can come anytime you want I don’t mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved She will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls I HATE U ^^

mid valley+hair issues

change of plans...my mum decided to go to mid valley instead...which was such a big stroke of luck!!!!!

because...i met up with sin and her mum on the way. WOOHOO....soooooooooooo much to catch up on. she got a new phone....which was exactly the phone that my mum has....weird......

ate at KFC.....black pepper chicken sucks -_-

and did what any girl would do in a mall....shop

after that sent sin and her mum home

then it was time to go to the saloon.....

at 'connie's unisex hair saloon' the saloon that i've been to since forever.

did nothing much different with my hair

she just layered it more, shortened my fringe

and my mum had a hair wash, with some weird ointments and a small trim

sry i have no pics of my new hair...because of lazyness

but i definitely love it better since its less bushy..and the best part...NOT BUSHY!!!! ==


excuse my total randomness
random: waiting for my mum
scray eh...looks like those aunties in chinese soap operas == hehe
that is not my hair okay...that's my mum's...looks more like aftershave ==

so went back and had dinner

and ......cleaned my room....*ahem*
bought some things

dad will kill me if he saw that most of it was black

leopard belt: nichii(its fake), skirt and bow belt: jusco

my fav purchase of the day.....nail polish from elianto

overall, the purchases are only rm90

byes =]

Diary Tino Coury (Lyrics)

diary-tino coury

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

I read your diary (You know, d-d-d-diary)

I saw a book with lock and key right next to your name
I-I-I couldn't help myself 'cause things ain't just been the same (Uh-Oh)
Can you please tell me, 'cause this so insane
My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 1
Says that your fallin' in and outta love
Page 2
Says all them things I do just ain't enough
Page 3
No I couldn't see
Page 3 says you don't know how to explain it to me

But I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
4x (ohoh, ohoh)
3x Diary

I turned the page and see a picture of you and him
Noo noo noo
That was the night you told me you where out with your friends
And now I know that my kiss was just second
Find More lyrics at www.sweetslyrics.com

My heart is bleedin', paper cuts from readin' (readin')

Page 4
Says your addicted to sexting him every night
Page 5
Has all the reason you know that this isn't right
Page 6
I can't handle this, I feel just like JT on cry me a river

'Cause I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary
4x (ohoh, ohoh)
3x Diary

Lets make a list
Broken promises
How you always told me you loved me right after every kiss
You always talked about all them other chicks
And now it's obvious that we know who the real b*tch is

B*tch is....B-B-B*tch is...B*tch

I-I-I-I read your dairy d-d-d-diary

I read your diary
And it said
That you weren't in love with me (in love with me)
And you're leavin'
And you wished that I didn't see
That you fell in love with him (him, him)

But I read your diary (ohoho)
Diary
Diary
I read your diary
D-d-d-diary

weeeeeeeee

currently: masking while chatting with cheah
recent activity: sdo

ahhh..i don't want tuition

weee....gonna go cut hair tomorrow...hope that it doesnt turn out ugly ==

and gonna go shopping with mum tomorrow at ts

hope can meet some friends there ^^

great...now i'm deciding whether to get geo super nudy grey or blue lens

maybe both ? ==

I WANNA WATCH TOY STORY3

crap

I hate guys that's only interested in your looks

i @#$ hate it

i mean ..c'mon girls..who likes it when a guy comes up to u and say that u are leng lui

comments in photos?.....mind u

beautiful? sure...if you're that corny

or another way....which is way insulting if u ask me

U SO LENG!

u might feel flattered (sure if u're an asshole)...but dont u wonder?

is he feeding this kind of crap to every girl he sees?

u don't even know me and u come up to me and say craps

whatever...i don't control ur brain....u can do all u wan

and what if he just comes straight out drunk

and say

I WAN KAO U

pffffffffffft.....i'm not cheap

and i am definitely not stupid

if u wan to get high (or at least pretend) do it on someone else

i'm not mad. I am simply giving u life advice

u wan to go out with me? sure

i can set u up with another doormat/ho

its obvious that the only thing U wanna do is get in my pants

sry they are belted really tight

i have a bf

thx =]

pierce pierce pierce...OUCH!!!!

uwaaaahhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

let me tell u the story of my ears..lame..i know..

so i had my first piercing when i was 11...but at that time i didnt know how to take care of it

so months went by and i didnt even bother to take it out

then one day..i don't even remember how..my hair got caught in the earring...

so i took it out then i felt something wet on my fingers

but it looked transparent....and the liquid came squishing out(sorry its really disgusting)

then i took a piece of tissue and pressed it against my ears...then voila!!!

blood....ish

so my mum offered to help...she took one out then

!@#$%^&*$#!!@##@#@@$

lotsa lotsa lotsa blood came out...like seriously there was enough blood for a homicide

and i went to the doctor and the rest was history

3 years later

a.k.a now

i pierced my ears again

and this time!!!!!!

after two weeks ...i took the studs out and guess what

woop ti do

my right ear is stuck.....

GAHHHHHH

now i hav to do it agn!!!!!!!!!!!!

!@#$%

back~

it has been so long since i even uploaded a pic...so this is for your sake

i know its not good but hey...i'm human right?

so since i didnt have any any thing interesting to say today

i'm gonna do another facts about me part 3

1. i love love love nail polish...not just the colour..but the fact that it keeps my nails from breaking or simply me chewing them

2.i'm wearing yellow on my nails now

3.my internet line is working fine/ fantastic.....amazingly

4.i hate drinking water.....i was even rushed into the hospital when i was 6 because i didnt have enough water in my system...==...and it led to days being strapped to a hospital bed

5.i do have a tendency to drink cold water instead

6.i have 5 email accounts

7.my dad encourages me to wear sexy clothes

8. my parents make me watch documentaries on raping/kidnapping...=/

9.i think that zac efron/ robert pattinson/that justin guy is really really unaplealing..XD

10. i love chocolate....

11. i cant eat medicine without eating a sweet before...which was really unusual...becus sweets remind me of medicine...especially those strawberry flavoured ones....i usually take those old chinese village sweets....u know those that u can find in pasar malams

12.my ears are very very small ><

13. my birthday is coming soon ^^

and i think that that's all for today...byes

teacher's day

fine so maybe i will be blogging today.......so maybe i wont quit

so maybe we'll just work out this plan

i will be dead for a few days but it doesnt mean that i'm really dead

either lazyness, no feelings ..(yes...i'm this kind of person),forgot what to write, busy,....etc....etc

and i'll post sometimes but not always

there will be sometimes when i'll write almost everyday for an entire week....then i'll lose interest....

haha

so today was teacher's day

now that i've finally realized it...

teacher's day is and will probably be the longest celebration of the year

u know....3 hours!!!!!...while other celebrations like talentime, chinese new year.....will be like 2 or 1 hours

i really really enjoyed today...besides of no homework...WOOHOO....no lectures...WOOHOO

and amazingly all the teachers were in a really good mood today

not to mention that a few teachers planned on dressing sexy today

i'm talking lots of lace and makeup...

but the best part of today...well for me =p

is that lao gong got to pei me for almost an entire day ^^

not to mention that i missed him so much

and i never had a proper conversation (cuddle) with him for almost a month

due to complications (don't worry..he didnt treat me bad)

we hanged around the block c for a almost an hour or two i think....watching teachers play games(i couldnt see anything ==)

and went down for lunch.....amazingly i didnt feel hungry at all today...hmmm...age? XD

and hanged around in my class for a while then he went back to his class to celebrate'

haha...my class no celebration...sad TT

but we did nick off some KFC from next door ;)

then the performance begin...watched teachers boogie on stage .....hehe ==

overall...today was memorable to me

to baby: remember ah 13 june break up ah !!!!!! ;)
(only me and him will know this ^)

i'm still hugging on to the teddy bear that u gave me
i'm wearing ur shirt because i wanted to be close to u....
i wish that it was u that i'm hugging instead of the bear...every night
love u alot lovely lao gong ^^
( a thousand times yes )

so sien....

finally i'm connected to the internet after two weeks of disappearance

because of shitty exams....

now i'm so so so lazy to even study so i just read.............

ok la my result i think ==

anyways....

i really feel like quiting my blog ==

i'm back

happy 1 year 9 months lao gong

muckxx muckxx ^^