boys over flowers

god finally watched finished all the episodes...felt so sad when this soap opera ended

not because of the ending but because it ended.....it ended no more boys over flowers

all the leng zai ^^

back~

hi.... i'm back



god god god internet so slow..................



i can't update much because the damn lagging connection won't let me



so this is just a quick update



so i realized that my daily routine goes like this



7:10 am ~ wake up



7:30~ go school and sweet sweet with baby



8:25~ reach school



9 to 3:45



sej: alert

eng:blur blur

maths:sleep

geo:sleep

kh:blur blur and alert

seni:alert

PE: loiter here and there

sc:blur blur

Pol: sleep

PM; cussing the teacher. god hopes she dies and rot in hell

sivik;forced to stay alert



hahahaha ==



BTW, MY PHONE SPOIL LIAO!!!!!!



SO PLS DON'T CONTACT ME



U CAN CONTACT ME IN SCHOOL, SOMETIMES I WILL ONN MY MSN



SASCHASIM@HOTMAIL.COM

(but due to the line connection maybe not)



SRY FOR ANY INCONVENIENCE ><>



i will update abt leisure mall, cookie day, jia wen's hs and alot soon



byes



stay tuned

FUCK U ALL

u all don't try to act like u are all dai lou.

yes ah i saying u ah, all the new probate, especially the sr 1

waa... lan c daoooo........

see ur lc face oso feel like wan slap liao

i call ur mum go jiak sai first

later see u still dare ding ju wo men mah

u are probate so what 0o very big adi ah

u no experience, no power, not mature then u wan me respect u meh

siao pei la

like to show the LCLY face, PLS LA WRINKLE COME OUT EYE OSO CANNOT SEE LIAO LO

I SEE UR MOUTH SO BIG, FASTER GROW MORE BIG LA. I SEE UR MOUTH CAN GROW HOW BIG

WHEN U THINK U GOT GUTS TO COME UP TO ME AND SAY UR SHIT ONLY COME LA

I WAN U COME FACE TO FACE DUN GO AND SPAM ON9 OR GO TALK SHIT BEHIND THERE

DUN BE A COWARD, MOU LAI MOU

WHO U THINK U ARE ? GOD ARH? aiyor god oso cannot help u la aduii

AND THE HORSE FACE AH ( DUNNO HER NAME ==) U LIKE JONATHAN SO MUCH

PUII!!!! HE NOT SO HIGH CLASS OSO BETTER THAN U LA. WAN KAO HIM GO KAO LA

I SEE U LATER GO CRY IN TOILET NARH

HE WONT WAN U DEH

SEE WE SR 2 THEN GO AND BITCH BEHIND US LA, SOMEMORE DA DAN WHISPER NEXT TO US OWH

LEI JIAK SAI LA. FAT LIKE SHIT, BODY SHAPE LIK BOWLING BALL NERH

FACE SOME MORE LIKE HORSE DUN TRY TO COME TO SR 2 LA

FA HOU THERE, NO BODY WAN SEE U LA. U THINK U VERY GENG MEH. DUII

U AL PROBATE AH

GOT TIE SO WHAT!! U KNOW ANOT THAT TIE SUPPOSE TO HAV HONOR

OTHER PPL LAST TIME WORKED THEIR BUTTS OFF EARNING THAT TITTLE

BUT NOW LET U ALL DIRTY THE WORD CALL HONOR LIAO

I DON'T THINK U ALL KNOW WHAT IS HONOR OWH. LAN JIAO!!!

U all STILL HAV THE CARD THERE . U ALL SURE KNOW WHAT IT SAY OH

PROBATE (TRAINEE) HAHA

WHEN U DON'T GET CHOSEN BY THE PASTORAL CARE. DUN GO CRY AH

GO HOME LA.

^^

bar code>ink>red stains

so this idea came up to me when i was playing with cheah's colourful range of pens

u know drawing a line on my wrist and stuff. soon it ended up as a barcode

so this idea struck me

i am so gonna get a bar code tattoo somewhere on my legs/ ankle/ wrist....i dunno.....maybe below my feet??

and and an angel tattoo, or a fallen angel whatever...and definitely a butterfly at my butt crack XD

GOD I AM SO CRAZY OF IT

anyways the very random me used red and black gel pen

mixed them together and drew it on my wrist

so it looks like blood

and damn did i fool alot of ppl XD

even en.farid
fake-ish...i know XD

and i am so addicted to lip stains

i'll stop eye makeup for now

maybe for a really long while

just a lip stain and two swipes of mascara

yes that'll be my signature look XDD

here is some random pics of me

vain cam whoring

i know its fugly ><


gonna maybe go to jia wen's hs this weekened....

GOSH....miss her so much

so much to catch up on. i wanna laugh like mad again with her

and maybe watch some movies and make up some evil jokes abt ppl

just jk =D

game plan

again i don't know whether to laugh or cry

the damn long cane whipped at my flesh. i don't know why i didn't cry

until u screamed those words at me. vulgar. hatred. anger. bitch

i didn't cry

until u pulled at my ears. no u not only want me to cry and break down

u even wanted my eyes to be in fear. i didn't want to look at u. and u thought i was lc?

then u slapped me...then i cried.

u don't even let me go up to my room to dry my tears. u wanted me to stay there. u wanted to watch and continue ur talk

eventhough me and dad already know there is nothing else left to say

u don't care what i am going to say, there is no room left for me to defend myself when u're own the roll

dad? pfffffffffffft he sits there staring at the damn tv set like the only main focus in the room

my hate for u has grown. i am no longer the person, daughter that u oh so proudly raised

boasted to ur own friends and relatives. behind closed doors....u force knowledge into my own head so that u don't ' lose ur pride, ego whatever". when i voice out u were like

what is ur problem

the best option was to keep quiet. yeah when i was a kid

we both know that we don't take from crap from anyone. anyone not even our own parents

u know that. u've done that. u're even doing it to ur own daughter

dun go all sweety sweety when i'm earning millions, driving a mercedes and the big CEO of a big company

i'm not an idiot. i have my own game plan

u can't control what i want to be in the future.

again i laughed till i was on my knees, cried some more and laughed again.

ahahaha.....this feeling is priceless.

i no longer feel guilty, afraid, useless

this feeling is priceless. wise. and knows what i am doing wrong and what i'm doing right

most importantly, i know i am right

weeee..........

ahahaha saw this in a magazine. btw this is a brand ok. but seriously did they hav to put that kind of logo. XD
camwhoring....epic fail

finally today can spent time with lao gong

actually today he can go back early wan....but i make him stay back with me =p

today school ends at 1 pm...because the teachers have a meeting....==

that's like 5 hours of school

but uncle just had to wait for the RIS students so all of us hav to wait really really long

2 hours to be exact.

guess what guess what

ming lok, the guy's whose 10 % smarter than me, a monitor %$#@!! slapped me

WITH A TIE!!!! it was like a giant rubber band flicking on my cheeks!!!!!!!!

uwaaahhhh....

anyways

we went to the canteen and sat there chattin

he drank some guava juice and me a 100 plus. guess what

when i was just drinking

he had this smirk on his face and he pulled my 100 plus..while i was drinking it!!!!!!

swt the water almost kena my bag TT

bully me again ==

then we sat there chattin on the stairs....u know the one next to the bookstore

that place brings alot of memories XD

had a sweet time there ^^

but then some guard looked at us and called us to go

so we go lo

still had to wait for the RIS kid....so we.....just sat in the van......so hot!!!!

finally i ended up sitting in ryan's father's car.damn his dad can speak serious english

as if he was a caucasion....ryan? not so much like his father

ryan is annoying

and guess what i found in his dad's car?

this!!!! omg.....his dad must really love him

spend the night watching prince of persia again

on dad's crappy laptop

i was cussing at it the whole time

and watched shrek the third afterwards