weee. nice pic

chipped nail polish~~~ XDD

haiz gotta start studying soon......

check out that huge lump @#$% books behind me.

HAPPY MERDEKA DAY!!!!! ^^

ITS ALIVE!!!

MY PHONE IS FIXED

~YAY~

anyways....felt like getting a jacket

but i probably have to save up and earn it. like work for it

cause i don't wanna digg into my money box that i save for rainy days. i mean a girl's gotta prepare right?

i dun get monthly allowance so i gotta save up for things that i wanna buy.

so which jacket should i buy??

let me know whacha think

p.s i'm thinking of selling some of my old clothes and accessories. and don't worry they are reasonably priced and i accept refunds. postage is free too.

beeen reading alot lately

i've recently read

1.shopaholic
2. the vampire's assistant
3.cirque the freak
4. tunels of blood
5. tempted
6.hunted

now i wannn more books

karma

god god why am i crying .....

this doesnt feel like home anymore

i spent more time in my room then i do normally. i don't even feel like going home anymore

i can feel tears behind my eyes everytime i come home.

i just want things to be back to the way it was

when we were happy and laughing together. telling each other stories of our day.

but now...... it seems that to me

two's a company, three's a crowd

i am forever never to enter ur life am i?

i feel like staying in school forever. i have friends there. my baby

they love me without any condition. i love them

i decided to keep quiet throughout dinner everyday.

when u guys criticize me, i keep my head down low, my eyes forever glued to my plate

and now U GUYS SAY THAT I AM LAN C?????

just because i would not answer to ur criticism, u guys say that i am BITCHY????

i couldn't bring myself to agree that i am useless, stupid, bitchy, rags, lan c. those are not true

as far as i am concern.

i can't even cry anymore.

i will never surrender to u. never.

i just needed someone to love

random random facts

show u guys one leng luii, believe it or not she took this photo by herself!!! with a tripod . yeng



1. if i wear eyeliner all over my eyes...i look exxxxxxxxxxxxxxtra lan c

2.i hate one person and named her horse face!!!!

3. i have bruises all over my body ><

4. I REALLY WAN A NEW CAMERA!!!

5.my fon finally sent to repair liao

6. i wan go outttttttttt

random

felt like buying this camera but this is touch screen == and i when i walk always po kai sooooo.....
actually wanted to buy this but my mum already has the gold one sooooooooo....

i hav no idea

but i have plenty of time to ask because i will probably only ask for a new camera if i score great marks in PMR

oh well ==

ouch it hurts

U CALL ME A FAKER??? Haha I cannot believe that my own mother can say that to me.

U hear but u don’t listen. U never listen to whatever I want to say to u.

U say that I’m stubborn, u say that I’m a freak (yep she says that to me ) she calls me shit

U know why I don’t wanna listen to u? Because when u call me to do things, u speak to me as if I am ur employed maid.

I AM UR DAUGHTER. I don’t wan to admit that u’re right because once I admit it, u will smile in pleasure. Not the nice kind either. U gave me that wicked grin and say “I told u so(ouch)”

U don’t say

“I’m glad that u’ve changed”

“ I’m sorry I was harsh on u”

Or at least smile? Smile like what a real mother would do!

God why am I crying while typing this out?

I still remember

When I was 6, u wanted me to act like I’m 17

Any kind of mistake I make, any kind was like a disgrace to u guys, my parents

From spiling a drink, falling down, or simply misplacing something

It was like hell. Because any kind of mistake seemed to make u guys hate me more

And the hate has grown.

When I mess up, u guys don’t say “ try not to do it again”

U guys just say” what is ur problem?” or ‘ y u so ma fan wan”

When I was younger if I refuse to listen

U guys threathen me, up until now

WHAT U THINK THAT I FUCKING CARE ABT THE DAMN EUROPE TRIP?!

I’M LEAVING ON MY BESTFRIEND’S BIRTHDAY

I HAVE T O GO TO EUROPE FOR 2 WEEKS SURROUNDED BY YOU

NO PRIVACY

WHY THE HELL WOULD I WAN TO GO THERE

U think that little threat would make me fall?

Mother I am strong, I am not stupid

U’re no parent

U crush ur child’s dream, her creativity, her voice.

U HAV MONEY ,A HUSBAND WHO LOVES U, GREAT HEALTH

WHAT MORE DO U POSSIBLY WANT?

Was I an accident? Because it’ll seem like a whole lot nicer to be borned with a different mother

lens lens lens

longggggg time ago pic...ignore my baka face XDD

recently feel like wan purchase again lens but dun wan so fast buy later po kai XDD

i wannn:

geo angel blue
geo nudy golden blue
geo nudy grey
super barbie nudy pink

usually i buy from this seller

http://suhyin-colorlensshop.blogspot.com/2009/02/geocatalogprice-list.html

100% trusted seller, friendly and orginal. when u order then tomorrow can reach liao (geng)

but i wait my other lens expire first then only buy

random pics

sungai wang

mega sale came!!!! so me and mum go and shop shop

ntg say so just let the pics talk

altogether cost rm100+




dunno why love this one the most ^




my fon still spoil =__________=

kids

kids..aihs...

if a small kid with a reputation for not being annoying came up to me and start talking about star wars or i don't know? pokemon? i wouldn't mind

but if a small kid, spoiled, weepy, annoying, demanding and acting cute ish. i would probably feel like slapping the kid. yep this only applies to small little girls.

i hav to deal with two spoiled, weepy, rich, annoying, demanding, cute ish little girls everyday on my way to school. ofcourse i car pool.

sadly they are my neighbors. ish

unlike my friends, i don't exactly squirm along with the kids or offer piggy back rides on a daily basis

u guys really cant blame me for being cold. i'm not cruel to them. but its best to avoid them

how's living with ur dad's employee's family fro 6 freakin years. someone u don't know .

i have made friends with their children. they are my child hood friends

but their parents gave me a cold shoulder all this time. i pretended not to mind.

unlike some kids. at their age, i wasnt really acting cute ish or feeling cute ish or any kind of child like pleasure.

because i remembered that when i look into the mirror. my aunts always tell me to not be vain.

when i dance around in my new dress. they call me to CUT IT OUT. i mean c'mon i was a kid. what kid doesn do that

i don't rmb getting any kind of hug or congratulations when i was staying at their home.

when i found out that they only " pretended" to love me was because of the money.

yep my mum paid them to take care of me.

i cried for heaps and kicked myself for being so gullible. way to go for feeling like i belong. but all the time i already know that i don't belong, i just didnt want to admit it to myself.

how did they love me? they take away my toys. scold me for being vain for what?! just because my mom sent me a new dress. treat me unfairly among the children.

some love guys

the only person who wishes me happy birthday in that child hood home was my nanny.

so that might be the explanation. get it?

let's see

1. my phone is fucking useless and i hav to tell dearest 'mum'. i can already imagine the scene

2.i'm leaving for Europe on my bestie's b'day.how wonderful

3.leaving for europe means i have to study study earlier. because after i come bac from my vacation...exam starts. shite

4. i got a damn flu and sore throat( thx lao gong so sweet giv me ji hua drink ^^)

5.i am officially bankrupt

6.i havent do geo project because i hate the teacher

7. i just realized that i have insufficient undergarments to last through two weeks

8. mega sale came and i want to shop!!!!!!!!!! but mum is sick TT so maybe no go


wow life is just...........great

dun expect too much

my motto: dun expect too much from someone

when i pak to first time with any guy, i wont expect much from a boy

at first, will be all sweet sweet then slowly become ........u all know la XD

i wont so fast give my kiss. cause my kisses are precious. HELL YA

i wont simply give anyone my mwaaahhss

i wont so fast buy ring, necklace...whatever

i wont so fast make promise

everything must be slow

because there would be no meaning

because if we all girls believe too much in love, give him our everything then when he break up with us

we not feel very heart break??? feel until like wan die lik that jkjk==, feel like wan have revenge??

i wont simply say

i promise i wont leave u

u're the only person in my heart

i can' t live without u

u're my evrything

we'll be together forever. I PROMISE ==

if i say to the person i love, is i really mean it. i really dun lik to say all the thing that can easy to break

i wont make promises that i won't be able to keep

i wont expect too much from the person i love

i give time and chances

i really dun like to rush things

i like this

i wont have any regrets because i knew that i tried my best. that's y i dun feel any need to take revenge, reach for a blade or wish that we were back together

that's how i'd like to end each relationship in the future

but all i know is that i will try my best

love u lao gong ^^

europe

btw peeps

i'm going to europe in september !!!

i'll be gone for two weeks

mum said that we'd go to paris, italy or some weird place

but what's worst is that i'm leaving ON MY BEST FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY...ARGGHHHHHH

and i'd be walking around europe from 5 am to 10 pm for the next two weeks

talk abt extreme workout

ciao !

love euuu

our rings.......too bad i lost it

actually he lost it first and found it but on the day he found it i lost it.....==

hehe that's us being naturally stupid

that's like the ONLY picture i have of u.......

he always dun let me take pic

but nvm ^^
the birthday present u gave me

dear i'm hugging this bear everynight

finally 'i love u dear'^^

happy 1 year 12 months dear

addicted to korean noodles

cut liao hair...ish ugly

but no picture because no phone and yeah i hav no camera

sry lovely lao gong today dunno why angry u

HAPPY 1 YEAR 12 MONTH lao gong!!! ^^

muckxx muckxx